sometimes I need to make an effort to come back to reality, I mean, what is reality? I feels much more like home when I'm inside my head with my own dreams and the ones that could possible understand what I want to say whithout saying anything. Even the ones that are not here anymore, but their energy will never be gone. Sometimes I catch myself thinking how it would be a conversation between Kurt and I, or maybe we do have conversations in a more ethereal way. well, if you believe in energy, I bet it can be more real than the "reality" we're actually living. routine, work, ambissions, abuses, so many stupid humans, so many unecessary hate. Kurt was right to avoid humans sometimes. Most of them just fake to socialize, and It doesn't make them any better and even less that will be the reason to make them feel fullfilled later. It all just shallow. hollow. As Kurt would say... too slick for me. I would rather a simple life, but real and autenthic them lots of thing